by Alicia Wszelaki
Countless Exchanges
1200 km (more like 1400 km if you count a lot of wrong turns and extra steps), 46 days, 4 prefectures, one typhoon, numerous blisters, human interactions and unforgettable discoveries; walking around Japan’s fourth largest island of Shikoku on a visit to 88 temples was a once in a lifetime experience that I can’t wait to repeat.
In my six-month preparation for the pilgrimage there were many things that I learned to expect: sore feet, fatigue, getting lost, sleeping in unknown places, among many others. What I didn’t expect was what I came to call exchanges, brief interactions with people of every age. My exchanges helped make a stranger like me feel connected to an island and its people.
My initial exchange (although I did not know to call it that then) occurred on my first day at Temple one, Ryōzenji. My research had told me that this was the temple to gather my henro supplies; sedge hat (sugegasa), white henro jacket (Oizuru), Walking stick (Kongō Tsue), Temple stamp book (Nōkyōchō), name slips (Osame Fuda), candles, and to carry it all in, my Fuda-basami or bag. Eager and excited, I proceeded to nervously sit on a bench for over an hour.
Scared? Not really. Unsure of what to do? Yes. A little intimidated. Definitely. Eventually I built up my courage and gathered my things. My destination, the main Hondo. I must have looked like a lost child in a shopping mall when I heard the faint voice of an older lady repeating something. I turned around and there she stood, about 65 years old, wearing a purple shirt, carrying a cane and motioning for me to climb down the stairs to her. I did as asked, a little confused. “What did she want?
me and my Temple Sensei at Ryozenji, Temple One Had I done something wrong?” After some more gesturing from her I began to understand that she wanted to help me and guide me through the temple procedure. She took me to the front gate and told me where to bow, with her slow limping pace we walked to the main Hondo again and she showed me where to put my offering. Soon we were lighting candles and burning incense, bowing, and reciting The Heart Sutra (Hannya Shingyō). Together we went to the temple office where I received my beautiful temple stamp. The awkwardness that I first felt with her melted away. When we were finished with my lessons I bought her a coffee from the vending machine and she gave me a pear. We sat on a temple bench together, not communicating well with words but understanding each other through our actions and smiles. The two hours since we had met seemed more like a few minutes. Before we said our good byes, I asked to have my photo taken with her. We said thank you many times and eventually parted. I walked away headed for Temple No. 2 with a smile and lucky feeling to have started my walk so auspiciously. From that day forward I spoke of her many times and began to lovingly refer to her as my temple sensei.
Without her instruction and kindness, without our exchange, my pilgrimage, my journey would have been a very different one. Because of her help I had completed my first temple successfully. I had 87 temples to go and I often wondered...would I ever see my temple sensei again?
#131 Parkway Vol.25 No.1 January-March 2010
数えきれない交流
1200キロ(道を間違えて余計に歩いた距離も入れれば、1400キロ)、46日、4県、台風、何度もできる水疱、人との関わり、忘れられない発見 ー 日本で4番目に大きい島、四国を歩いて88の霊場を回ったのは、一生に一度とも言える経験であり、それでもすぐにまた挑戦したいと思う経験です。
遍路の準備を6ヶ月する中で、予測できたのが、足の痛み、疲れること、迷子になること、知らない場所で知らない人の中で寝ることでした。予測もしていなかったことは、私が「交流」と呼ぶ、あらゆる年齢の人とのちょっとした関わりでした。交流があることで、私のようなよそ者が島とそこに住む人々とのつながりを感じることができるようになったのです。
私の最初の交流(その時そう呼ぶとは思ってもいませんでしたが)は、最初の日、一番札所の霊山寺で起きました。下調べでは、ここが遍路用品一式を手に入れる寺でした:すげ笠、白衣、金剛杖、 御朱印長、納札、ろうそく、そしてこれらすべてを入れる札ばさみ。熱い思いと興奮で、ベンチまで行って、緊張して座ること1時間以上。
怖い?そういうわけでもない。何をしたらいいか分からない?そう、少し気後れしてる。絶対に。なんとか勇気をだして、遍路用品を手に入れました。私の目的地は本堂。すると何か繰り返し言っている高齢の女性のかすかな声が聞こえます。この時、私はショッピングモールで迷子になった子供のように見えていたに違いありません。振り返ると、紫のシャツを着た65歳ぐらいの女の人が杖を持って立っていて、階段を下りてこっちにおいで、というような合図をしていました。少し戸惑いながらも、私は言われた通りにしました。 「何がしたいんだろう?何か間違ったことをしたのだろうか?」さらにジェスチャーは続き、寺の参拝手順を教えてくれようとしているのが分かってきました。彼女は私を正門に連れて行き、一礼する場所を教えてくれます。ゆっくりと足を引きずる彼女のペースに合わせながら、本堂に再び行き、お供えを置く場所を教わりました。それから、ろうそくに火をつけ、線香をたき、礼拝をして、般若心経を唱えました。
一緒に納経所に行って美しい御朱印を受けます。最初に感じた気まずさはもうありません。「授業」を終えると、私は彼女に自販機でコーヒーを買ってあげ、彼女は私に梨をくれます。私たちは一緒に寺のベンチに座りましたが、言葉のやりとりではなく、互いの身振りと笑顔で理解しあうのです。出会ってからの2時間は、ほんの数分のように感じました。さよならを言う前に写真一枚、と頼み、何度もお礼を言いあった後、別れました。幸先よく遍路を始められたことに幸運を感じ、2番札所に向かって笑顔で歩き始めるのでした。その日から、事あるごとに彼女のことを話しては、「お寺の先生」と呼んでいました。
彼女が親切に教えてくれなければ、私たちの交流がなければ、私の遍路、私の旅は全く違ったものになっていたでしょう。彼女の助けがあって、私は最初の寺をちゃんと終えることができました。まだ先に87の寺がありましたが、何度も思ったのです。再び「お寺の先生」に会うことがあるのだろうか、と。
#132 Parkway Vol.25 No.2 April-June 2010
#133 Parkway Vol.25 No.3 July- September 2010
88 Temples: the beginning
It’s difficult to define where a circle starts and almost impossible to determine its end.
As I write the last entry about my experiences as a Henro on Skikoku’s 88 temples, I am reminded of the first time I heard about the pilgrimage. My friend Noriko and I had just finished lunch in Hiroshima and were looking out at the beautiful Seto Sea. Listening to her describe a centuries old pilgrimage encircling Japans fourth largest island, I thought to myself, “What type of person walks nonstop in a circle for 60 days?” Before I attempted to Completion Certificate answer, I already knew, I was that kind of person.
Almost 3 years from the date of that query, I stepped off a bus into an empty rest area in Tokushima, a 20 minute walk from Ryozenji or Temple 1. For the next 50 days I walked through lush mountains, congested cities, and sandy seashores. I dodged snakes, laughed with people, tested my directional abilities, learned why the employees at the store I bought my hiking boots praised Mole Skin, and best of all experienced existence on a simpler level.
The final prefecture of Shikoku’s 88 Temples Pilgrimage is Kagawa. This part of the journey is known as The Dōjō of Enlightenment. I agree. It is here that I visited one of my favorite temples: 66, Hovering Clouds Temple. Like most mountain temples the climb up was demanding but I knew that at the top awaited my reward -- breathtaking Almost to Temple 88
scenery and the hypnotic sounds of nature that I
had become so fond of. In this prefecture I was visited by my boyfriend Matt. We walked together the last 10 temples, returning to Ryozenji and then to Kyoto and Mt. Koya to give thanks. His visit was another reward.
To write about this part of the journey I find myself at a loss for words. Its feelings that I want to share but feelings are difficult to convey. Its been almost a year since my pilgrimage
and it seems as if the experience of being a Henro has not stopped. I have regular flashbacks of smiling and curious faces, indescribable scenery, amazing experiences, and yes, even blisters.
I’d like to thank Parkway readers for allowing me to share my journey with you. Being able to write about my time in Shikoku has strengthened its impact on me and I am grateful for the opportunity to have written about them. I’m especially thankful to Yasuko for asking me to write my story.
If you would like to view a short video about my experiences, My favorite Henro, Matt please visit STUDIO RED DOT PODCAST or YouTube. Thank
you to Mieko Yamada for her dedication to providing the best Japanese translation for the video. She captured my words perfectly. I hope you will enjoy watching.
During my walk, I met many other Henro. For some of them it was not their first circuit around the island. As they proudly showed me their pilgrim books with numerous temple stamps, I thought to myself, “What type of person does a pilgrimage like this more than once?” I think I know the answer.
#134 Parkway Vol.25 No.4 October-December 2010